shitandsleep

goodbye shitandsleep. you were very nice and took me through quite a journey.

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i was blog-hopping and stumbled on this phrase - its going to be okay, if its not okay, its not the end.

i dont have to try, but be still. somehow, it'll be okay. because i'm not alone.



this is not fun at all. Jesus!

each step i take, each turn i make, i want to know that i'm not alone and for sure, You're here FOR ME AND WITH ME. 

Jesus, lover of my soul
Jesus, You'll never let me go
You've taken me, from the miry clay
Set my feet upon the rock
and now i know
I love You, I need You
Thought my world may fall
You'll never let me go
My Saviour, my closest Friend
I will worship You until the very end.

I love this song, and i prefer it to be sang this way(: 

HOLIDAYS ARE ENDINGGGG! ): & :)

CIP IS COMING on 31st Oct. IM VERY VERY EXCITED ABOUT IT. pls sense my excitement :D

FYP report is yet completed ):

my final sem in poly -.-

there'll be lots of changes to my life for the next few months, but i'm very sure that i'm going to enjoy every bit of the change.

CAUSE!

MY GOD IS STILL HERE AND WILL ALWAYS BE HERE. and the good thing is, His love never fails. 

Tower of strength, i'll sit still. 
 

 It'll all turn out good for the house is in the Hands of the Lord. 
there's always changes, but the good thing about it is, life gets better and better. 

wisdom, patience, favour, love, but it'll all come from only One person. 

PS. i left this post in draft for a few days!

i bet you're damn curious what i did on my first day of hols! :D sorry to disappoint you, but i didnt go anywhere interesting. but! i spent one full day baby-sitting angela loh. TSK. hahaha.


all i did was to feed her when she's hungry and on all sorts of videos that i can find on youtube to entertain her and sleep when my ah ma is at home :D i dont know what's wrong but im having this terrible headache since like evening. DAMN! its okay. im healed :D

anw. i took pictures with her! (:

I AM SO SAD YET HAPPY! :/

CAUSE THERE'S ONLY ONE LAST PAPER, YET! ITS NOT HOLIDAYS YET, CAUSE THERE'S ONE LAST PAPER. 




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i feel so happy today and i seriously dont know why. must be the joy of the Lord! :D i can't explain what i'm feeling now. nothing particular happened, but i just feel happy. 



so loved, by the Father.  

HI BLOG. PLEASE STAY ALIVE. 

I'LL BE BACK TO SAVE YOU AFTER 31AUG. LAST PAPER, YAY TO THE MAX. 


but! study now. ): 


evelyn is very loved by Christ Jesus. 

EH. i seriously think im under attack! Praise God! :D

my mum fell really sick yesterday night and got to hospital. so i rushed down and found her shivering like mad. but Praise God! she got really well after few hrs la. and managed to go home, although the doctor wanted her to stay! :D :D :D while i was on my way there. i just kept asking God, like eh, what's up. i thought when i spend time in your hse and my family is suppose to be well taken care of? but this thing just dropped into my heart. don't think that God love you any lesser by looking at the situation. and, He doesnt take things away from me and my love ones. including health. 

after everything, when my mum got better and when i reached home. i realised! i didnt do the things im suppose to do. which makes me go mad. 

and some things are affecting me emotionally. 

so, i've got the cs and the bs and the fs inside my head. but Dad, i thank you that you love me and im forgiven much.  and i know You prepared my way. cause amazingly, i saw this man wearing a t-shirt with the verse Hebrews 12: 1-2 at the back, and he was sitting right in front of me on bus. Dad, i just believe that its not coincidence. and, You're setting me up for a huge blessing that now, im under attack. but. You'll take care of it. AMEN. 


and, devil. remember, you're going to hell, and im going to heaven. f off. goodnight. im pissed of with the devil for playing around in my life and im going to complain and tell God. 

 Jay Chou's November Chopin, there are so much beautiful memories attached to this album! i had so much fun listening to tootz ho, my personal mp3, but plays only this album 9 out of 10 times. (:

Dad, growing up was beautiful. it only gets better and better. 

wa, i miss eating rocher beancurd at geylang and playing the swing at geylang lor 40! 


Dad, You take care of my (*$#%)($W%*)$W(%*)$W% sch assignments! amen(: 

my meimei turned 6 on 13jul! so did minmin turned 19! (: 

 i am hungry! at 2am and why my house has no food?! sigh. but i thank God, there's at least Hup Seng plain square biscuit, aka soh ta pia. suddenly, this is so tasty! (:
all of a sudden, i wonder why my hse dont have mircowave with food, or any other instant food. cambell also song what. hahaha, but if i have it at home, i doubt i'll be hardworking enough to prepare the food. 

im happy with the little i have and thank God for it but ofcause, i dont mind more. :D 




be thankful of that little you have. 

im back! from History Maker 2009 camp! :D

5 days 4 nights of camp makes me speechless. it was so life-changing, it was so fun-filled, the love in this camp is just so so overwhelming. i've heard and SEEN many testimonies. and all i have to say is, my God is real, is true and is very very very good.

i've seen people who's shy and not able to speak. this man when he talks, you cant hear him even when he's right beside you. but yet, at the end of all days, he stood up. in front of 25 of us and spoke and shared his dreams.  

i've seen this man who was once very insecured, spoke with a harsh tone and find it difficult to talk. but this man, stood up like the other and spoke. but yes, this time the tone wasnt harsh, but when he spoke, you know he's telling the truth. that is the real him.

i've seen this woman who was once concerned of the way people is judging her. but now, she stood up and spoke without fear.

i've seen this woman that she was so broken, and seeking for love from different areas, but at the end of the camp. when she stood there and spoke. i know, she'll be looking only to God for love. and only God's love can satisfy first.

i've seen this woman, went to camp with a heavy heart. thinks that she screws up a big part of her life. thinks that she always makes mistake. this woman lacks love, fatherly love. but i know, she stepped out of the camp. knowing that she's love. know that there's a Father who is still willing to love her even when she does the most foolish things on earth. knows that she's still wanted and knows that her Father is still able to prosper her mistakes and am not going to give up her life. yes. i know so much of this last girl is because, im the girl. 

there was this service that i felt so loved, and i dont know why, i just wanted to cry so much. i cried so much till my eyes hurt and feels as if its going to pop out. 

after that camp which ends on Friday, i went to another children camp to help out at east coast chalet for the pri4. i received again. i believe the msg was changed for me to hear, for this season in my life. i was so bless and practically seen God moving. i was able to return to the chalet room ALONE and bathe! HAHAHA. big breakthrough! praise God man! then i got quite worried cause i was rooming with people that i didnt know at all lah. so i was sian-ed. but i told God that He must take care of the night for me. after which, i got sent back home due to some reason at night which was like 11plus pm. but thank God, i "so happened" to meet  this other friend, she sent me home. 

and so! i happily forgot abt my wallet. and yes till today, which is monday, then i realise that my wallet is no longer with me. but praise God man! its in her car! :D i dont think that i so happen to meet her. i believe i was planned to and made to meet her so that she could send me home. if not, my wallet would have gone missing forever and ever. but it didnt. i knew was God and not luck. 

its just the beginning of my journey and i am very very excited for what's coming up for me. (:

 HISTORY MAKER CAMP IN LESS THAN 8 HRS TIME! :D :D :D :D :D :D

enter with expectations, leave transformed, without disappointment. (: 



BYEBYE! MISS ME PEOPLE! I"M AWAY FOR 5 DAYS AND PLUS 2 DAYS WITH THE CHILDREN MINISTRY. HW COOL IS THAT. :D


know that all the troubles or sad sad thing that you're going through today, will surely turn out good for you and a blessing to others. it might not be what you want, know that you will never be short-changed, and know that God will surely and somehow make this thing a benefit or make it a good thing for you, not only you, but also, it'll turn out to be a blessings to many otherssss. amen.(: 

Lord let your love flow into me, through me and into many livessss. (:

 never thought that there's a need for this. but yes, today proves that there's a need to - to market/publicise that im single. 
Gosh. it sounds as if im "selling" myself. wt___. 

but yea, today i realise, there's a need to. there's a sudden "ouch" when people ask abt him and says your bf blah blah. yea, and i'll be like er. i dont know what to say. so i went to fb and checked my status as "single". to stop all these and i pray that humans are smart and they won't ask the obvious. 

i'm very happy with my life, can't wait for HM Camp and know that i'm very loved and well-taken care of. JUST THAT. i wanna eat rochor beancurd NOW. (: 


i'll keep believing and expecting that supernatural break-through. amen!

im in love with this song! (: 

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in children's church. they're having this contest to see who can sing this song well! GOSH! the little children are amazing okay! :D they can really really remember every single book and sing in tune with the oo oo oos! Praise God! i dont think children are angels, but they're children of God. because, Jesus didnt die for angels, He died for us. children of God.  those children are more than just angels. they're children of God. so am i! (: